I’ve always been the one that refuse to listen to others, that will do whatever I want to and say whatever I feel like. But somehow, I am struggling so bad to refrain myself from saying something I’ll regret. Definitely not used to just suppressing my thoughts, but I know that the forbidden topic is an area not to be messed with. And even though this goes against everything I believe in, I need to remind myself that these barriers are there for a reason, and my berlin wall will never, ever come down. At least, not anytime soon.